Thursday, 14 March 2019

A New Beginning for Idkcaits




Hey you! 

If you followed my posts on instagram or on here, then you would’ve noticed that I haven’t been active.

The thing is, a lot has changed for me over the past few years! 

I feel that social media is a way of showcasing your hobbies and documenting different moments, trips and favourites in your life… and for that reason I’ve decided to change my content to suit my new hobbies and interests. 

As some of you may know, I’m 17 and I’m currently in the middle of my A levels and in the midst of university applications and decisions.. and I’d like to use this platform to document this chapter in my life!



I have missed blogging, but I knew I needed to change what I post to something that was relevant to my life at the moment, or I just won't stick to it.


So here's a summary of my life right now and what I'd like to change!

I want to be a midwife. I have a huge passion for the inspiring care that midwives bring to women, and one day soon I'd like to become an advocate myself! I am currently in the middle of the application process and I think it's important that as aspiring midwives we speak about the experience, to show other women who may be considering this career path that it IS possible! 

From my journey to Midwifery, I have discovered that I thoroughly enjoy helping other aspiring midwives with interview help and tips and tricks for the application process, and I'd like to use this platform to help people who are interested and document my experiences. I think this is really important for the future of midwifery. But I also want to document my journey on if I DON'T get a place this year, because I think it's important to be transparent. 

However,  I still want to have the freedom to talk about other things (maybe my experience at uni or similar things?). So please don't assume this is just going to turn into a midwifery blog entirely. I just want to document and share my experiences of life as an A level student/aspiring midwife/uni student (hopefully)/ and generally a teenager! And my hope is that maybe I'll be able to help others from this:) I still love a good thought rant, beauty and travel.. so I'm sure that aspect will creep up!!

So if you've made it this far without clicking off (thank you!!), please let me know what you think about my new ideas!  I wish you all the best of luck in all your individual journeys. Stay tuned for a hopeful offer!! Pray for me!
 
You'll hear from me soon! 

Caitlin :) 






Sunday, 29 January 2017

Love One Another


Hey everyone, so this is a bit of a deep post from me today but I thought after recent history making events that I'd share a few thoughts from my head. If you don't agree with me then don't abuse me or anything, I'm not about that life... this is purely my opinion.


Take a look at this photo. Just some colour scribbled onto man made concrete right? It'll probably wash off in the rain, and no one will ever mention it again. If only that was true for inequality. But no, inequality will never wash away, the man made stereotypes of what is right, how women should dress and act, what you should, how you should act... these will never wash away.
'Love One Another'
These simple three words speak absolute volumes to me,honestly. Our world today is filled and crammed with hatred, judgement and disrespect, and from the eye of a 15 year old girl, love is a thing of the past. But why are we like this? Why do we judge the girl across the road, or the man In the car opposite? Because society has grown up that way. The world has grown up to believe that the way us as individuals see things is the only way.

I understand we've come so far since lets say, the 19th century. Women got the vote, the majority of segregation is gone and we're given the opportunity to do pretty much whatever we want in life if we work hard for it, so we can't say life is all too bad, we've got it a million times better than they used to. But unfortunately, our narrow-minded globe deems the word 'gay' as an insult, sees women being imprisoned in the kitchen as a joke, and sees 'building walls' and banishing religions from countries as acceptable. Women are sexualised, gays are abused, refugees are deemed as terrorists, people who have found home and safety in countries such as the US and the UK for years and generations are told to 'go back to their own countries'. I don't know about you but it terrifies me that deep down, not much has changed, not as much as we'd hoped.

I think what we need to realise is that even though we may live in different countries, continents, cultures and climates, our bodies function the same. We're all the same inside, each and everyone of us have the same biological system whether Caucasian, black, gay, straight, Hispanic, Asian... we are all the same. That gay man you laughed at the other month, that kid you didn't speak to and walked away from because you felt intimidated. Each and every one of them have beating hearts, flesh and bones, and a brain, meaning they feel emotions, they have family friends, just like your family and friends, so why do we judge people on who they love and what they do and wear? They are no different to your cousins, brothers, sisters and aunties of whom you love so why cant we love eachother? I believe if we respected eachother, and valued others views and morals, the world would be a COMPLETELY different place. Its a shame to live on an earth without respect, so lets love one another

love you all no matter who you are,
Caitlin
xxx



Monday, 16 January 2017

Beauty blogger tag + q&a 2017



If any of you follow my instagram (idkcaits_), you'll be aware that I have had exams for the last two weeks which I why I haven't posted on my blog. But they're over until the summer! I'm back, and to start off 2017, here's a little beauty tag that I got off Eleanor Wears Also at the end I've included some question s from lovely Instagram followers who you should totally give a follow, because there names will be mentioned! <3

1. Do you have any fashion or beauty icons? Who? 
- Honestly, I have no idea, how sad is that.

2. Beauty pet peeve?

- What a hard question, I have so many lol
Top pet peeves have to un natural-non faded eyebrows (the block brow) all the way, and when you get a little patch of dry skin and it's the worst because your foundation looks dreadful? Everyone knows what I mean right

3. Would you rather wear no makeup for the rest of your life or makeup everyday (but you can take it off when going to bed)

- Easy for me, I'd wear makeup for the rest of my life, as much as it's time consuming and I'd always be late, it's honestly the best part of my day sometimes! 

4. Do you have any tips or tricks makeup/cosmetic wise?

- I learnt a few acne tricks from Chloe morello actually, to do skincare and how to handle Spots! Comment if you'd like to know it! Honestly though cream eye shadows are just my main trick, nothing better than whacking one on and giving it a blend and being completely eyeshadowed up!

5. Kim K or Kendall Jenner makeup?

- this is also hard because both are so stunning, obviously Kim's is more dramatic, so am I allowed to say both? I'd probably wear Kendall's looks in the day time and opt for Kim's amazing artist mario in the evening.

6. Do you only buy cruelty-free makeup and if so why?

- Thing is, no I don't. I think it's an amazing idea honestly and I support anyone who has made the decision to do so, but personally I'm in love with MAC soft and gentle... 

7. Skincare or makeup?

- I'm absolutely obsessed with skincare!! I love it so much and I get super excited about it. But if I had to make the vital choice between both I'd choose makeup any day, ain't nobody seeing my brows without some ABH

Questions from Instagram 


Holy grail makeup product? (Laurenjhx) 

- if you read my blog a couple years back then you'll know about my glam eyes Rimmel London liquid liner, I'm still absolutely obsessed with it and I can't use anything else!!

Favourite fashion statement? (Itsellablog)

- HAS to be my beige suede Hollister jacket, or my Chelsea boots because I'm in love with them... even my black and gold topshop belt is super cute to add to outfits!

Eyeshadow or eyeliner? (fgsprincess)

- eyeliner eyeliner eyeliner, I have the smallest eyes and without eyeliner I don't feel complete 

Favourite lip product? (kara_hole) 

- hands down Kat Von D liquid lip in Lolita 2 because I live and die in that shade 

Favourite clothing line? (x.grace.holly.x)

- proooobably urban outfitters as a whole shop, although I love topshop, some Hollister things and any cute online boutique/stores


Thank you for reading this, I really really appreciate the support!<3

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Monday, 2 January 2017

A trip to New York City




New York, concrete jungle where dreams are made of, there's nothing you can't do
Why is this so true 

I am no travel blogger at all, I don't know the top places to visit or best places for value of money in this beautiful city, but I can share an experience.
Earlier this year, a group of about 40 from my school jumped on a virgin airways flight and headed to The Big Apple, the king of all cities - NYC 

Ever since I was a child, I'd dreamed of New York (who doesn't right?). I'd watched Breakfast at Tiffany's on repeat and longed to capture the obligatory pictures of Grand Central Station and Central Park. I'd envisioned myself living like Serena Van Der Woodsen and strolling through the streets with a smile on my face and not a care in the world.  

When the opportunity came to visit my dreams, I ran home with the trip letter, logged the date in my countdown calendar and month by month, I handed in envelopes of money to school that would help me tick 'Visit New York City' off my bucket list.    

     
A wild Caitlin takes NYC


I Imagine I became annoying to anyone who spoke to me in the weeks leading up to the big day, plans of what to buy, what to photograph... I couldn't wait! Slowly but surely, the day to wake up at 4am came, I was up before my alarm, ready to take on the day of travelling! (A rare occurrence,  usually you don't see me until at least 10am)




Upon arriving at JFK airport, all 40 of us loaded our luggage into a bus (very quickly as this was New York and the cars behind the bus weren't too happy). Our tour guide was called Lyn and on our way to our hotel, she made sure we were aware of everything that surrounded us (queens, the houses, rent,   The bridges, politics... really the girl didn't stop at anything), Lyn was the first New Yorker I'd speak to and she'll have a place in my heart forever, love you Lyn<3
The bus trip was very cliche in my eyes, have you ever seen those films where they're driving into a new place or when a kid enters a toy store? That's probably what my face resembled, I was in awe. I was in New York City!!  

The first thing we did when we stepped off that bus (other than run across the road to avoid death, welcome to New York) was collect our room keys, cry about the rooms (ill talk more about that later)  and head straight away to the all famous Times Square to eat at Bubba Gump. 
Let me tell you, after over 24 hours of being conscious, and eating only a Pret-A-Manger sandwich because the plane food was inedible, I wasn't too chuffed to find out that I'd previously pre ordered a salad. A salad. That's what Caitlin of the past wanted for Caitlin of the future, a salad. 

My first moments in NY consisted of an old hotel room, a salad, and nearly dying of tiredness. But that was never gonna get me down!! Here's a breakdown of what we did:
•Ellis island and Liberty island 
•an hour or 2 in Century 21
• a visit to Wall Street
•Empire State Building
•9/11 memorial and museum
•A walk down Fifth Avenue 
•lunch at the Rockefeller 
•Central Park
•a walk from Central Park to our hotel (I died)
•Madison Square Garden Rangers vs Coyotes ice hockey game
•Grand Central Station at night
•United Nations tour 
•Broadway, School of Rock 
•One World observatory 
•Ice Skating at Rockefeller 
•Planet Hollywood restaurant 
•Shopping!! (Macy's, avenue of the Americas, Bloomingdales)
•Hard Rock Cafe   


 


 

  


 

By far the most incredible experiences were MSG, 9/11 museum and One World, or even just the buzz of the city! If you ever take a trip to the city, please please go and see a game at Madison Square Garden! The experience is like nothing else, it's on another level to our games in the UK! The enthusiasm of the fans is one you can't miss!
9/11... this museum has to be up there with the most heart breaking places. the museum is full of remenants and dedications, belongings and the history of others. The atmosphere is so quiet and unforgettable. Everyone is in shock, you truly see the devastation on another level. I adore the admiration and respect that everyone has towards the museum, memorial and the victims, it's like everyone comes together and learns the respect, young or old, you truly realise the devastation this event caused America.
One World is fairly new to the city, and I have to admit I felt abit eerie while looking and standing in the fascinating building. One World Trade Center. It is a representation and a symbol of how America has moved on in my eyes! The observatory is jaw dropping! A 360 degree, 104 story, 1776 ft high view of the famous city through glass, I could've spent hours just examining! there are many places in NYC where you can 'look down' on th city, however One World definitely supplies one worth living!


Our hotel:
Let me tell you this now, if you ever book to stay at Hotel Pennsylvania, don't expect a 5 star, super clean up to date hotel. I hardly slept if I'm honest...
The 1920s hotel, is exactly what it says on the tin, 1920s.


The hotel is very surreal and appears as if it could be in a horror movie quite frankly:)
Although if you're willing to look past that it is literally just a bed to sleep in and not much else (not even a hot shower if you decide to have a late one) then this hotel isn't that bad! Its always busy because of it's low prices and amazing location, that's pretty much all in my eyes... located on 7th Avenue this hotel is directly opposite MSG, about a 5 minute walk down to Times Square, right next to a subway station and also a couple blocks from the shops (macy's, VS, Shopping at times square). Theres also a shop in the lobby if you don't want to leave the hotel but you're hungry.
Due to our hotel being so close to Times Square, I found myself running out of money quicker than usual as I was literally shopping at 2-3am!!

If you decide to stay here, you may be lucky to land in one of the renovated rooms, although unfortunately, if you have the same luck as me, it could end up looking like this:


                        
Best of all, the hotel is right around the corner from my favourite deli Speedy's who eventually gave us 10% off because we went there every morning for breakfast, real Speedy's love!!


There is sooo much more I could write about for New York, but this post would probably go on forever, if you have any questions then feel free to ask in the comments!! I'm so grateful to have had the chance to visit this city and I thank you for taking the time to read and support my blog :-)

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Happy New Year everyone!!!
(if youd like to see a New York haul, let me know in the comments, or Instagram!)
Caitlin
xxx


also:
I have a few discount codes for you all!
Pink River London handmade lashes (@pinkriverlondon)  click here - 'CAITS15'
@liliyanafashion online womens store, click here - 'idkcaits10'

Thursday, 29 December 2016

Product review: ABH Glow Kit Moon Child




What better way to restart your blog than a product review? Caitlin's back from her MIA period wow!
How was everyone's Christmas? Mine was sooo chilled out and I definitely enjoyed it! Even though Christmas is all about family and friends and being thankful, I HAVE to share some of my presents with the world;-) Dont worry I'm not sponsored (come on I have 3 followers why would I be sponsored) this is merely for fun and entirely my opinion - because as you will get to know soon, I have a sliiiight obsession to highlighters, and what's better than getting 6 highlighters in 1! (Anastasia Beverly Hills you won my heart with that creation, fab idea, I salute you)

Anyway, as you may have noticed (even though I'm slightly late with this trend) early this year, Anastasia Beverly Hills glow kits sent the whole world on a craze and it was near impossible to get your hands on one, in fact if they were food, I probably would've starved to death... I was always jealous of anyone who had one! They were sold out all the time and I thought that I'd be able to get one on my trip to New York(comment if you'd like a travel post:-)) but, unfortunately they were all sold out in Sephora.

All in all there are 5 glow kits (correct me if I'm wrong) and the Moon child palette in my opinion is the more editorial makeup product, with a range of blue and purple tones, they're not your typical everyday highlighters but they are the perfect mix between fantasy and reality. If you're looking to step out of your comfort zone, or take up editorial makeup it is definitely the one.

With thanks to my Second family who had taken a trip to Florida this year, I woke up Christmas morning to this hyped Anastasia Beverly Hills Moon child palette, with my name on shiny wrapping paper!


  
                  

I have to admit, packaging is a big thing for myself, and the packaging on Anastasia Beverly Hills product never fails to look and feel luxury! The Moonchild palette has a duo chrome, rainbow effect on a lovely light blue colour and definitely doesn't make you feel bad about spending £39.

What the website says: 

Magically-Metallic highlighters that offer a celestial skin finish. Layer shades of Anastasia Beverly Hills Glow Kit, together or sweep them separately on face, eyes and body for a kaleidoscopic, shimmering effect. Ideal for use with Brush #23. For a brightly amplified glow, apply with a damp makeup brush or sponge. 

I couldn't agree more, who doesn't want to look magic? Ummm me please! But how wearable are these colours...
        

As you can see, each shade has its own colour to wow you with, but how does the public react to someone with purple cheeks? Personally, I wore the shade 'star' on Boxing Day, which appears to be a silver, metallic shade. Let me tell you, I wore that shade with complete confidence! That is until my dad called me pale and my Nan rubbed at my nose to remove the 'grey mark'...      
Let me warn you to not go overboard on these shades, you may get your nose rubbed.      

Now please don't take this as me dissing the palette,  because I'm definitely not, I love it very much and still continue to use it, however it can look 'childish' or a bit weird if you don't take care! 

The shades from left to right: blue ice, star, purple horseshoe, pink heart, lucky clover, blue moon


Review of the shades 

Blue ice-  

      What Anastasia says:  Diamond white with an icy blue reflect
      What Caitlin says: This is one of my favourite shades from the palette, as it can look natural and      wearable while still appearing unique, it doesn't look chalky and has that wet sheen that I love, 8/10 from me! 


Star- 

     What Anastasia says: A moonstone fusion of mint, platinum and silver reflect
     What Caitlin says: After my bad experience with this shade, I've not really used it, however i imagine it would be lovely for an editorial look, or maybe a night out! Its formula is slightly more chalky than the others and I found that it doesn't last as long. 

Purple horseshoe-  

    What Anastasia says: A glittering lavender with an arctic blue reflect 
    What Caitlin says:  This is definitely one the colours that makes this palette truly standout or, however I've not yet used it on my cheekbones! I reached for this while doing a halo eye look, and I swiped it in the centre of my lid, and I have to say I fell in love! 

Pink heart-  

    What Anastasia says:  Pearl white with a pink opal reflect
    What Caitlin says: Personally, this is my favourite shade in the palette and the most wearable, it's more like other highlighters in my opinion and gives a lovely pink sheen, definitely my most used! 

Lucky clover- 

    What Anastasia says:  A shamrock-infused gold with canary yellow diamond reflect 
    What Caitlin says:  I'm not a huge fan of the emerald colours, however I have to say this is a stunning highlighter if it compliments your skin tone, even though I haven't used it very much I'd definitely reach for it in the future. 

Blue moon-

    What Anastasia says: Frozen blue with a silver reflect
    What Caitlin says: Again like purple horseshoe, this shade is definitely a bold one, if you like blue ice and are looking for something more opaque this is the on! I've also used this in a halo eye look and  adored it.     







This palette is a great confidence booster, and definitely represents a daring choice. If you're looking for something to slowly take you out of your comfort zone, this breathtaking celestial palette is worth every penny! 


Where to find it: 
If you'd like to purchase this palette,
 click here


Thank you so much for reading! 
Caitlin 
xxx

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Caitlin
Xxx

Monday, 10 August 2015

Update 2016

As many of you may know, I posted a YouTube video last year hoping to take YouTube as a hobby, however with school and lack of time, I decided that it probably wasn't best... but my blog will still be running! I will be posting regularly from now on:) thank you!

Caitlin
Xxx